In the morning, through my shut eyelashes
By Alexandr Kabanov
Translated from the Ukrainian and Russian by Philip Nikolayev
***
In the morning, through my shut eyelashes,
birds awaken in melodic splashes
incrementally: do–re–mi–fa–sol —
which’s it going to be, sugar or salt?
As I listen, contemplate and grin,
I awake, whatever state I’m in,
through a wartime sock replete with holes,
like sand fleeing from an hourglass.
To become accustomed to our times,
I associate the birds with names:
Cutie–coo, Frit–fruit, Chug–cheery–wink
(while the dove forever begs to drink).
I fail and get rained on by the skies —
rain is smart, knows how to summarize,
to make tracks without uttering words,
to dilute the clamor of air raids.
As, come dawn, the wails of sirens wane,
silence rises from its knees again,
Chug–chug–cheery–wink falls silent too,
he and Fruity–frit miss Cutie–coo.
* * *
What is lacking are details, commission more detail
where, in winter’s predictable mess,
darkness worships the cat as some junior idol,
keeps him cozy and warm in its breath.
Lucid details galore, where the crankshaft of weather
daily crunches fresh snow over ice,
where the devil, in his sly interlinear manner,
has pervaded our innocent nights.
Time chugs heavily on in a merciless fashion,
filled with news like an infinite scream,
but what’s lacking are details of mercy, compassion:
may we painlessly pass in a dream . . .
To write verse means to be a disburser of pain —
dip the soldering iron in solder:
let it smell of slow lead, of hot tin and of rosin —
even literature smells like a soldier.
Let the funeral medals, ever jangling, keep score
over snow levitating with force:
we were lacking the details of the start of the war,
but those details emerged in due course.
* * *
Clasping firmly in three fingers the round slider of the moon,
when I glide it even slightly, all your dreams are shifting soon,
first I give you vintage sounds, moldy blue like Dorblu cheese,
then I reestablish silence until dawn, your default peace.
Bucha and Hostomel summer, phonemes ripen on the words,
so that people may remember us who now lie in the earth,
bodies lost and still not found, here a foot and there a hand —
children of Grisha and Nadya, nameless, unidentified.
Meanwhile vegetable patches stage their rituals all around,
as the moles and the mole crickets sing us carols in the ground,
they croon that there’s enough wet soil to furnish all our
beddings,
that we will grow up big quite soon and heal before our weddings.
Time crouched in the rounded corner of the old ancestral home,
fresh blood gushing like a fountain pools under a random stone
like a black LP of vinyl, a single of heaven and earth:
we tried scrubbing it with alcohol, but we couldn’t hear a word.
War is mounting, war is trending, even death joins the reserves,
we’ll discover at our weddings it was you who murdered us —
you, dear cousins, who invited us to meet with you at sunrise
and then embraced us so tightly that you gently snapped our
spines.
Know, all you who killed the party, trampled down our festive
treats,
we are now children of vengeance, you can’t hide in your retreats,
no more peace for you, we’ll find you, you will never be OK —
whether in Nice or in Vinnytsia, we’ll embrace you back one day.
* * *
In the ravine, on the hill, I slept in a huge home,
half empty and half full, stoking the fireplace with
volumes of literature swimming in Cuban rum
and heard the purr of the waves and listened to the waves.
But this was interrupted, now by the monotony
of crickets in the shrubs, now by my own remorse.
How fortunate indeed that dad died suddenly,
lucky he didn’t live to see this bloody war.
Or else he would have howled like an old dog in Kherson
from pain, under bombardment, without meds,
trapped under occupation, dying of cancer —
but God admitted him to one of His best realms.
Or else he would have seen the occupier scum
kill, rape and devastate with psychopathic mirth,
but the Lord lifted him like a boy in His arms,
lifted him like His son, and saved him from the worst.
It’s April now, and we have all been scarred by war,
but I recalled today with tender clarity —
about my dad and me — in the maternity ward —
how he wept over me, how he weeps over me.
* * *
An individual with a long shelf life,
I trusted that I would survive the worst
in an era of grief without relief
save for such solace as is found in words.
Yet, staring at the double war’s split face
I found myself inexorably lost,
unaided by the high self–confidence
of Russian culture turning to exhaust.
Whatever features may describe your nation —
brothels in Brussels or monastic piety
you can’t escape the justice of damnation —
the good, the bad — in your accursed variety.
All in one bottle — genius, mediocrity —
you all invaded us with swords atilt
and now you share the same responsibility,
the burden of the same collective guilt.
Bones and meat of the living and the dead are piled,
in a dark ditch at night, all Russia’s fake,
Russia’s no more, her shelf life has expired,
Russia is rot, both asleep and awake.
Thick maggots copulate below her surface,
angels of feces orbit her above,
only her trusty Belarusian comrades
signal their deep approval, joy, and love.
The ditch is boundless, endlessly oblivious,
centuries float in it in dirty sacks,
with only the unequal sign between us
and fortunetelling on spilled blood and guts.
Yet, visible already in the crosshairs,
an age of retribution now begins —
and all are guilty, but there’s no forgiveness
for me all alone for our collective sins.
no I wouldn’t care to discuss the message of war…
By Olga Bragina
Translated from the Ukrainian and Russian by Philip Nikolayev
***
no I wouldn’t care to discuss the message of war war doesn’t teach
anything or make anyone
better more efficient or more stress–resistant in a world of peace
you simply walk the streets of foreign cities
not understanding what you’re doing it’s truly wonderful here
so quiet and the pastries are incredibly tasty there are no
explosions except for
fireworks they welcome you warmly here and ask how you are and
no one here knows
what war is just as we didn’t before either
we saw war in movies but then we got fed up with the movies and
wanted to watch
something about the present
something about the world of real things not shadows in a cave
something about a world where missiles didn’t fall out of the blue
on people like in a bad
blockbuster thriller something about the actual world such that
we could recognize it and
could speak with it in its own language not in the language of war
* * *
It’s as if all this happened elsewhere in a parallel reality
as if pain had in fact spared the mapped location of our city
the words of an unknown language form wild asymmetries
may they not zero in on any subconscious conspiracies
it’s as if all of this did take place but the rest were futile
the body returning the soul gains the license to kill
here’s a glass tray for petals of bright transparent tongues
the city flowing with history’s blood is both hell and ground
of oblivion I remember you amid these paradigms
where it’s too dark for photos and too dark for paradise
the blatant death of carbuncles and the murder of Christmas
everything that we have must now be split in halves
between us as we are and us as we ought to be
you will have no more atonement for all eternity
the walls of the house collapse while I remain
who were we who didn’t even have a name
* * *
when they kill for the yellow–blue bracelet it seems that we are
out of words
one can extend the thesis adding that poetry is impossible after a
burnt hand with a little
yellow–blue bracelet I remember they used to sell them in subway
passages those
home–woven souvenirs
if there’s something to die for
what’s most impossible is that in Europe they tell me: “We’re
nomads we don’t know
what a homeland is and altogether what the word means”
if there’s something to die for what will remain of this little
plastic bracelet
everything will burn and fade everything that kills will burn
consume itself while life lives
on
what’s a piece of plastic in two colors
what is plastic what are ashes what is land land that’s yours and
land that isn’t yours
it’s the same land the differences are tiny no matter how far east
you go it proves to be
the same
the land is dark and the homeland salty
who can tell why plastic doesn’t catch fire doesn’t burn away why
a person dies or kills
each of these points may be answered but there are no answers
yellow–blue color
* * *
your message is forwarded to the answering machine
no don’t cry in vain no one dies under God
all those bodies killed in this war in this flood are filled with light
and stones
with sparks of electric current there should be no sorrow here
only lifeat half past three the machines grind removing each
other’s
garbage to not recognize
life and to die
a list of unknown persons here bread for the pigeons dries up on
the palm here only a
few days remain
to change the trajectory of where things are moving
write petitions with your left hand about what to preserve and
protect as if the world
were in the business of giving shelter
as if the heads of those who love you won’t grow gray as if we
were not abandoned like
infants in a winter field
to come out into the light following bird traces as children were
advised in books all this
is not in vain
believing what is advised in books that when fear or hope
envelops you the solution is
at hand
a shepherd leads the flock to the slaughter to a life–affirming tune
on the radio
bird tracks disappear under the crossfire downpour
blood floods the sky until you have stanched it
* * *
hey mother cuckoo the heart’s explosion a trap of words as they
imagined you blood the nightingale abyss will never leave you
as if there were nothing the sky is burning where once there were
underground shopping areas where we went daily for prayer
choosing from among what cannot be chosen like discord and
love we at first chose for ourselves what we didn’t need at all
then we screamed mentally under the open sky it’s just a need to
feel that someone needs you where the sky was crimson like blood
the country will arise again against the horror of life against the
arbitrariness of history the garbage that pollutes sadness burns
under the roof while we are poisoned by fear as in the folk song
the shoulder bag rolled off the big hump you cannot escape it will
stay with you forever this transparent earth incompatible with
hope in fact you’re simply not there it sings you lullabies so you
may fall asleep on the sand or draw or play it recruits soldiers any subjects of experiments it’s just that we are not used to losing but
that’s temporary
one day you’ll fail to guess a term like “pass the move” who wants
to give away freedom or to die for it like wicket gates of old terza
rima like a song pouring from the speakers about how life used to
be better before look back then the sky was truly blue and pure
and red blood of corals gathered into a necklace it’s just that back
then life was such that we were a mere background to it painted
silhouettes fictions of the imagination disbelieved omens don’t
hold on to what isn’t yours whether to live on your knees or
perish in a struggle is not a matter of choice like a dawn outside
the window that slices off the top of the sky no one ever knows
what’s really behind it the glass dome breaks like beloved
porcelain no I’ll never become an astronaut where can you flee
from here and you know what it’s not like you are some kind of
ideal yourself and every person will receive a reward if not
freedom then a trap in which you feel its words are only for you
only yours so cherish them
Goryenna
By Maria Galina
Translated from the Ukrainian and Russian by Anna Halberstadt
***
1.
The sun moves toward sunset, above the sea the air is clean
a young attorney comes to see another lawyer,
they sit on the terrace, like in some novel scene
the wine is Amanti, their ties are Armani
while out where white foam dissolves in blue
water, Goryenna shines with incandescent beauty,
confounds the search for words that could describe it,
red at sunset, green in the light of stars.
Just five more minutes of melting lazy bliss
bad move, says lawyer to lawyer, to have settled here,
there’s a saying shared by all worn down by sorrow
peace will ne’er be found by them, even after death
here, since the beginning of all time / the souls of those once
put to death unjustly / gather here from all around
looking for attorneys / they come together here
demanding a retrial / or the rumor mill
In its deep blue valleys, rusty hillsides
wander shades of the innocent, ghosts of the murdered
The local Chianti isn’t bad, / aah, my friend, just stop
2.
Where the field beyond the fields / obscures another field
the sun is in a crimson pillar / a cloud of powdery snow / a dry
snowy storm
that was where they sort of lived / though never very well
3.
Look how these fatheaded towers / or really, towering
thunderheads
release, completely harmless, the final ray of light
4.
I do not love you, he said, but count me your devoted friend
the train leaves the gorgeous station, heading south
those leaden arches, in the insect manner,
purloined from nature by a tubercular engineer
Their roofs fade away in a long fluid arch
let us praise the T–square and firm pencil
Ladies’ hats and suitcases wander back and forth
how strange indeed that none of it’s forever
while she, tears veiled, walks on, her face gone pale,
embodying a classic image from interwar prose
What will you then dream of, while the storm blows
just look how lovely Nice is, look at Courchevel
look at these parvenus we’ve called forth from the dark
look, closer and closer, they’re almost like you and me
beneath Parisian roofs / almost like you and me.
The local Chianti isn’t bad / aah, my friend, just stop
While steam–powered life booms loud in honor of science
let us praise intelligent hands and precise sketches
the pumping station towers, the houses that are small
come, why are you crying again? / oh, I just don’t know
What will you then dream of, in the black and desolate steppe
it’s just heat lightning / go to sleep, my sweetie, sleep . . .
6.
It seems that I can hear them in the very simplest things
as if some bats were thrashing round and squeaking —
flying it whistles / a bat / on tiny shreds of dark
remember we
do you remember
you all remember
how happy we once were
how a chaffinch whistled to us, a passing grass–snake rustled
in the garden where there’s trees of apple, and also trees of pear
I do not love you, he said, but I’ll be a faithful husband
and she, gulping back tears, stands already ’neath the crown
embodying a classic image of old classic prose.
How frothful is the seafoam, how swollen is the surf,
how veiled is mount Goryenna in its shadows pale and blue
Lights are flashing here and there, the heat is made of pitch
don’t you worry, those there / are just spotlights
7.
The paper–thin borders of green blue lands
just look how lovely Nice is, look at Courchevel
how much gladsome flesh is being shipped in
by these snow–white airplanes and bright red trains
how silly are the fashions dictated by this spring!
They will go to take the waters / she’ll return alone
Ladies’ hats and suitcases, little white boats
how strange indeed that none of it’s forever
the call of distant paradise, a subtle itch beneath the skin
where are we being taken, I don’t know, just know we’re being led
As if bats came whistling across the waters’ expanse
quiet, my love, quiet, soon our turn will come
for us with our things, soon, and the wind will touch our cheeks
of course, we’re bourgeoisie, for heaven’s sake, who else?
Zagreb, Paris and Nice — all just mirages in the steppe
it’s just heat lightning / go to sleep, my sweetie, sleep . . .
The light at grandpa’s dacha flinched sharply and went out
As if by some mad chance, we could be saved
just listen to us, listen
just listen to us, listen
just listen to us, listen
just listen
listen
to us
Lights are flashing here and there, an august thunderstorm
don’t worry, it’s . . .
just close your eyes
8.
The sun makes its rounds above the world’s water
the gray–haired attorney answers his friend
you and I’ve been sitting here nearly till dark
but, no big deal, here, have a bit more wine
the local Chianti isn’t bad. Oh, my friend, just stop
who cares how high the mountains are in our personal hell
all these conversations don’t go anywhere
The Alps and Appalachians / no one will mourn for us
ore of a nuisance when you are, alas, an old man
Who knows who might be crying there, letting water out from
eyes
The light at grandpa’s dacha flinched sharply and went out
Alas, we all, unfailingly, wherever we may be
see mount Goryenna shining from every corner of the earth
it confounds the search for words that could describe it,
it is red at sunset, purple in the light of stars
and those who brought us here will have to answer for that too
But listen, it’s about to crack, / our chrysalis of common fate
each of us was killed. Each of us will resurrect.
* * *
Love, meet me in the green glen . . .
John Claire
Their train cars full of young hot bodies,
precious human raw materials,
the window panes day after day
reflect some other railroad station,
and still, come meet me in the green glen,
my love.
The hotter it gets at the borders
the stronger the home front
the more exquisite the bloom of the almond tree.
Their train cars are stuffed
with cold unbending bodies,
shoes with broken heels
deformed bursitic toe caps,
heaps of worthless castoffs,
like you and me.
And still, meet me in the green glen,
my love,
look, here’s a willow by the stream,
here are the moats, overgrown with grass,
here are mouths grown over with grass
here is your voice.
The Score for the Musical Finale
By Vasyl Makhno
Translated from the Ukrainian and Russian by Olena Jennings
the world turns to rubble
as if it never existed
the score for musical finale
and angels are at the table
they simply need to take up the trumpets
and others must break the seal
from the music of our sadness
and the sorrows of our times
elders sit at the alter
with the seven books with seals
glance at the seven lamps
at the trumpets beside them
in those agonizing symphonies
of destruction — St. John declares
signs and horses appear to you
snakes and bloody harvests
everything unread will be revealed
everything missed, and before that:
lambs with eyes masked
elders white as smoke
every war is like a revelation
like the music of reassurance
which we hopelessly await
to hear from a trumpet
About Spring
the first narcissuses broke from the soil
yellow like a flock of geese
they were covered in the blessed light
the first spring invasion
the spring is already at the ocean
at the dock, at the gray sand
the neighbor put a little support for the winter
beneath the walnut tree
the geese nest in the floodplains
seagulls, cardinals, blackbirds
a goose awakens from sleep
and knows where to take them
storks fly to Ukraine
to their own, to nests that have been warmed
and though it’s far for me
I notice them
I know they didn’t take pity
they have a natural instinct
to see the earth from a wing
and to always live with that
in this yearly spring
from this shooting and fire of war
the rivers and spring will rise
and the fish will rise along with them
Cavafy
Among old prints and wall inscriptions
our conversation turned to Cavafy
who we discovered in Alexandria
where Greek had survived in its colonies
decorated with pilasters and columns
on which saints and hedonism are close by
monasteries and churches with archimandrites
buildings with open verandas
to the sea — a myth — to the pleasures of love
of the body — of the physical closeness
poetry with strangers and not to those close
for milk with honey is not for everyone
held in his very century
when history has clearly visible examples
in the ministry of soil irrigation
or in the bordellos for men
the attraction of islands — like that of ships and ages —
to observing the war — defeat and rebellion
then I said: I found an edition
with an almond brown cover
I spoke about the film and filthy Alexandria
and the ports, both Islam and Christianity
we walked those streets like those attacking
so they could get bread at the grocery
I knew about the barbarians and the trip to Ithaca
about the apple pie with the taste of almonds
and about the only exit from the city
and from our chatting and from
our Akathists together with Our Fathers
on transparent paper — into white smoke
to what will this Konstantinos lead us
staring lustfully at the body
of a carrier at the port who everyday
loads something endlessly deep into the night
a poetic line floats like a ship to Ithaca
waiting for barbarians in the square
everything happens in this Alexandria
we are also present near the water and events
in the library’s quiet — and the lighthouses
built for sailors and poets
in coastal waters with traces of comets
and fisherman in boats and tin stars
and each poem of pulsing light
and our conversation is also a war and battle
and a departure and return of patience
listen to what Cavafy tells us
without similes and baroque metaphors
Ithaca is in the sea: the barbarians at its walls
The Morning Cooing of the Doves
the doves started cooing today — now
the river will twist like a serpent
bunches of dandelions will yellow
at dawn the doves’ song began
at night I didn’t dream:
the rain falling fitfully since yesterday
maybe so that I would hear,
how the three–corner roof, a hood of shingles
beat against the rain like a pair of wings
and maybe so that the world of doves
could teach me about the world of lilacs
and theirs and ours will crumble
they told me about the messy
destruction of blossoming — the steady
repetition of this in the cosmos and the fluffy
pussy willows with which the willow beats
when death and life simultaneously become
a city with mound on its back
I thought about the river which, from its surface,
will feed a pair of my doves
The Annunciation — the Passion
Week — then the rising of the body
from the light of the words from a billion stars
about those that our lord shepherd cast out
I thought that night blindness
was responsible for uprooting soil
that waiting for songs and permission
the spring rain would become our inheritance
its roots grown into the thick chornozem
its blossoming growth ruminated by goats
I thought about shepherd’s purses and dandelions
about “The Passion” which Bach will complete
starting with the passion of Matthew
pouring the music through the veins of plants
we will listen together with him
to the harmonizing of the tenor and flute
I thought about the doves, but Bach
proscribed the choir and how the flock’s
cooing coo–cooing cooing
spread with the blossoming sounds of growth
and that morning I heard the dove’s song
and a crooked step in the rainwater
I learned that the doves brought
seven grape seeds like those messengers
of the musical state of “The Passions,” the spring flood
and the renewal which awaits us
lady spring passes passes
doves circle flying above her as above a field

