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Spring 2023 Cover of The Café Review

by Thomas Feeny

It has been two weeks now
Milky eyes no longer sink into
your skull
Your loose gaze strains to focus
in the weak afternoon light that
drifts through halfclosed blinds
In the room’s every corner,
the cutting smell of hospital
All day a sour taste has raked your tongue,
so that you find few holy words
just ten million dust motes,
swirling furiously
Concentrate. Listen to their story

Seeksorrow

Spring 2023 Cover of The Café Review

by Thomas Feeny

On the starstudded day
you hit the state lottery,
feeling oh so biggity
puffed up like
a daddy penguin you step
into O’Hara’s, yell for a tall one,
and for one bubbly millisecond
escape the need
to nail your shadow to a cross

All celestial signs proclaim
it’s time: the moment
to doff your grungy gray,
smile a bit, dig out your wallet
& spring for a round all around

To that you agree, but much
like your pa, eternal seeksorrow,
although grinning on the outside
you cannot help but chide
elusive fortune
for four long decades of delay

Buried in the City That Care Forgot

Spring 2023 Cover of The Café Review

by C. S. Nelson

Odd thing,
holding your father’s speckled grey remains
in the pink palm of your hand,

a pile of powder from a plastic bag
delivered to you in a varnished box
half the size of a loaf of bread.

He wanted his ashes scattered
over his mother’s grave.
The woman of whom he never spoke.

Of whom I never saw a photo
until they moved into assisted living
and a formal portrait, so young,

found its way onto the mantel.
I didn’t even know where her grave was.
Cousin Paul knew. St. Louis Cemetery #2,

the Robelot crypt. The tomb was splendid,
one of their minimansions of memory.
Four ornate pillars offset the comers

with just enough doodads to be grand
yet refined. Front stones engraved with
the given names, the dearly interred.

Nowhere, however, can we find Aimée,
his mother, who died when he was four.
Her name. Her death. That’s all we knew.

We never wondered how she died
or why he never spoke of her. We learned
early on not to knock on doors he locked.

Time comes to punch our nerves,
to the handcuffed letting go
of ashes and tears,

to tossing what’s left over the top
of the sixfoot high, whitewashed vault
only to watch the wind play rude.