Holding
by Alice Notley
I have come to you
past rules unspoken
I am in another “time” as I tell
I’m standing before you then flowing in.
This group of words stands
then flows through and on I am in
your language I ask you to obey no
one I ask you to eat less to dream more to
find me in your heart the core of you
you are thou the beloved anyone and we
the universe these the beautiful
sayings that and enter and linger
not really to pass I ask you
not to suffer I ask you to let
suffering dissolve into me
the cloud that passes the mist
without appointments whose
arrows are soft it is to be
the only condition and is in you
find it separating out from
tasks of rigid obedience
I hold and seem to pass but I
always hold you have only’
to remember that you are held
cut to pieces you are not cut
do nothing bad to others you’
have always been with them
and will be do not obey them
or ask obedience you are loosely
connected in an equality of com-
munication of holy minds held to-
gether no form no symmetry no duty

