Almost All She Wrote

by Carl Clay Caulkins
Fare thee well, Oklahoma
Buick, take me west
I’m blinded by the sun
And just like Jesse
when he was on the run
I’m unable to rest
Out here in the middle of nowhere
A phone booth is the only sign of life
There it stands, alone in the snow
So inviting
Like the home fires burnin’ low
It’s enough to make a man
miss his wife
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Mystery road
Hands reach out on either side
Yes, this mystery road
Is a long hard ride
Why tell me why
Don’t I have my darlin’
Sittin’ by my side
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My eyelids are heavy
And it’s awful hard to hold up my head
I’m lighter than air
I haven’t a single care
All I need is supper and a bed
In my dreams, Nancy screams
And my heart leaps up into my throat
The truck roars past me
an inch away
I can hear the big tires whisper
the big tires they say
“Almost all she wrote”
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Mystery road
Hands reach out on either side
Yes, this mystery road
Is a long hard ride
If it hadn’t been for foolish pride
I’d have my darlin’
Sittin’ by my side
Ain’t Life Grand?

by Carl Clay Caulkins
Papa lies under the willow
and Mama lies over the sea
My jack knife lies under my pillow
keeping me company
Easy questions, they throw me
and hard ones come as a surprise
Friends aren’t sure that they know me
they show me with their eyes
The worst of the winter
has come and gone
And now it seems
like the ghost of a dream
A dream I will never understand
Here comes the dawn
I was wonderin’
where she’d gone
These tin coffee cups
sure do warm up
your hand
Ain’t life grand?
My feet beat a path to your doorway
my heart’s worn a hole in my sleeve
It’s oh so difficult to stay here
and it’s impossible to leave
Maybe it’s hunger that brings me back
maybe I’m flirting with doom
Or maybe it’s just a voice I trust
that whispers to me
when I’m in this room
The worst of the winter
has come and gone
And now it seems
like the ghost of a dream
A dream I will never understand
Here comes the dawn
I was wonderin’
where she’d gone
These tin coffee cups
sure do warm up
your hand
Ain’t life grand
Wishes for Butch

by Alessandro Spinazzi
You have
to give up
drinking
(for a while
nothing is
forever)
not
to be
sober
but
to get drunk
on morning breeze
and have
hangovers
for having
contemplated
the moon
of the night before
for too long
you’ll sit
by your hotel window
with new eyes
the movie
is still on
with a new plot
you are not alone
in it
easy to say
i know
i know.
Step by Step for Carlo

by Alessandro Spinazzi
In the rainy dark of the evening
a film in black and white
except for a spectral
yellow
from the factories
walking with you
your small hand
hanging on
to my index finger
a well known scene
who knows where from
an old man, silent
strolling along
with a small kid
by his side
twittering questions
each one mirror
of the other
past and future
reflections
in a present
so beautiful
it hurts.