17 Jasmine

by Neeli Cherkovski
in the hills
which are prelude
to disaster
famine, monsoon central
planning, but I plant jasmine
on your shoulder, and tend
fields of organic tomatoes, and build
hot houses . . . save us love, I glow, your smile
alone
over there in Da Lat, for the law of wood and jade
the lines are drawn, you look so much
like you were by the mountain pool, cold
army of mist, gray soldiers aiming
at the necks
of anonymous Montagnards, you know
cool jasmine grows not only here, but
over there
the heat
and hear bees, jewels of the Mandarin, a lamp
in an ancient hall . . .
one mile further over
against all music, a cloud fortress moving,
anger
cruel, lovely, amusing
knowing
how to wait calmly
before jasmine
17 plants ago
or so
I know when to believe
Mantegna

by Neeli Cherkovski
consider the blue and the red,
take your pain to the hills, do not allow envy or anger
into the house, step over the dying leaves
and let no man cast a spell over your daydream
the women are enigmatic in so much of what
is seen on the walls, emerging
from the corner of the gallery comes
a ghost out of another time, he
explains how to listen to the images,
some men are in love and others
spread malicious talk
over the town, then remember
to shut your eyes for a moment
in the gallery, or before the alter
Mantegna’s “Christ in scruto”
has toes curled inward, they touch
the viewer, his arms are in repose,
his face leans to the left.
the foreshortened perspective goes
where it should not go,
this is a most human God,
and goes toward dread desire
the dead God is obscene,
two old women weeping
appear to represent everyman
living in fear of what is coming,
but then the eyes of the deity
are slammed shut, his bellybutton
is a human one, he has
a bulge in the right location,
and there are holes on the backside of his hands
where the Romans nailed him
so he would hang forever
Being, Love for J. C.

by Neeli Cherkovski
being, love, water, the harbor
where we turn, suddenly it envelopes us
and there is no turning back,
shadows illuminate gated houses
on the snake – like road leading to the fire pits
I unbutton your shirt, alone, and swear to remember
what is good and luscious in the Song of Songs,
strong enough to stand with these houses
that populate the hillsides, I kiss you
in memory of our first touch, your electricity
pulsed through me, I could look into your eyes
and seize the river of a deeper dream,
an oxidizing moment, I know you as nobody knows you,
this is the sea – cliff, a dirt path takes us
on the shoulder, as I love myself I love what is
inside of you, your animal, your anima, your pain,
the roar of roses, rough weather, calm, you
So Much Love

by Neeli Cherkovski
so much love
that I want to hide from love
I sit in the garden behind our house
on Bernal Hill thinking rose, tree fern
watching the hummingbird
not a griever or a communist, not
a believer or a capitalist
so much murder
in the name of the people,
so much acrimony
poured into one corner
as the other corner
burns down to a raw nerve
so many experts
on love and fond
regard who choose
the oppressor to
oppress, so many
who know so much
so safe to feel protected
by those who know, those who
love
I wait on the hummingbird
as (he or she) it flits over the fence
carrying no banner save that of a primal dream
of flight and of standing solid mid – air
and it is so all rig