brain fog

by Andrei Codrescu
I ask of you my cloud:
where are the italics that once served both irony and emphasis ?
Is this a copyediting problem or the demonic glee
of an A.I. who’s writing the books of a dead author
its primal directive to slip unobserved by the reader
Ted Berrigan, poet, 1934-1983

by Gerard Malanga
Dear Ted,
I won’t say “Hello” ’cause the year just getting underway
is 2020. I can just hear you say
“the year of perfect vision.” Just like you.
The number of years separating us is now: 37!
Neither perfect or far & few between.
Just where we wanna be,
or rather, where I wanna be.
I can’t speak for you, buddy,
though I wish I could,
engaged in one of our dawn patrol raps while heading over to
Ratner’s
as the pigeons & sparrows take flight
across Tompkins Square
or wherever we could rest those intervening moments
the nearest park bench.
Those recollections & reflections.
Where are we going ?
We never did Paris entwined in each other’s marvels
while crossing all those crazy boulevards,
those abrupt cul-de-sacs.
No, we never did the Flore.
Ted, they don’t serve Pepsi. Will café creme do ? !
It’ll grow on you, believe me.
Get rid of those red flannel shirts!
We’re going shopping at Galeries Lafayette Haussmann.
I’ll make a tailored man outta you.
I’ll make you wonder,
the way Cocteau found the time to wonder, too.
You’ll be happy to learn I’m writing poetry differently
these days, thanks to you.
That’ll make you wonder.
I’m not even chasing tail. Ha.
I knew I’d get a laugh outta you.
Sharon Tate, movie star, 1943 —

by Gerard Malanga
Hi Sharon,
You’ve never taken a bad picture . . . have you.
I’ve an excellent eye for the eternal.
I’ve turned corners.
I’ve gone to sleep & woken up in different worlds
& gone to sleep again & not return . . . & nothing’s changed
& still I can’t seem to find you.
How can that be ?! 1943 ?
The one year we have in common.
Is that the joke ?
To borrow a favorite quote
of Cocteau’s: “Astonish me!”
& you’ve astonished me in retrospect.
I guess you could say, we’ve followed different time zones.
You’re as clear as a sunset walk through a Hamptons beach,
or any beach. Have your pick.
The twilight’s yet upon us
It’s been 50-some-odd years. Imagine!
Those would’ve been your years.
If I asked for help along, you surely would.
Roman said it’s in your nature.
Can you reach back as far as 6 or 8 ?
A trip to the zoo.
A pony ride.
A carrousel.
How to forget.
Did you wish upon a star & close your eyes ?
Did you have a pet ?
What’s its name ?
Where did you grow up ?
Or back then, had you ?
Is there a part of you yet catching up with you ?
Make me laugh.
Crack me a joke.
Be as goofy as Goofy in the movies.
I know you can do it . . . but not given the chance.
That’s the secret you’ve been holding back, you’ve kept hidden.
A wholly secret place for cheshire cats.
Save it for when we’re sipping straws
at Café Flore,
our quick glances
& smiling eyes.
Oranges and Reds

by John Godfrey
10:37 of a Friday morning
seems more grounded among
barren oak gingko
black cherry and ash
Research papers-over the tariff:
One limb a pantleg seals off
in pantyhose
Transfusion juice
on tap at
the winter picnic
Fire and coals light
the pages all
oranges and reds
in which mother learns anatomy
Skinned-away muscles
like woven petals
Half man half woman
No aspect without danger
then peace beyond expression
you don’t live to see cuz
it’s not there that way