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Without

by Claire Scott

The future is
furling
its wings

too tired to
soar close
to the sun

to sweat in
a tangle
of arms

& legs &
lips &
tongues

what is left
after bodies
no longer

are we buddies
colleagues
friends

with no benefits
do we drag
our drooping

feathers in
the unhoured
hours

while orange
ghosts whisper
orange words

remember?

can brittle bones
lean together
bare birds

on Winter branches
can frayed edges
find the familiar

a touch, a smile
a memory of
white wine &

twisted sheets
who are we
without

Trapped

by Ron Lauderbach

My wife wants to know what I think
about when I close my eyes as we
make love. She asks while we’re eating
lunch. I take a bite off a fat deli
pickle and she laughs as I stammer.
Sour juice drips down my chin onto
sardines we bought on our honeymoon
to Portugal last year. I focus on the neon
yellow and red tin with the oldstyle
key that curls up the lid as you roll
it back. I watch the oil ooze inside
the coiled cover and comment on how
rare it is to find containers like this.
My wife raises an eyebrow to show her
question is unanswered. I imagine silver
sardines bumping green noses against
a nylon net.

Chicago Winter 2018

by Ron Lauderbach

The Uber drops us at a club where a single
incandescent bulb flickers over the name
on its door. Like in a Rod Serling scene,
I imagine it gone tomorrow, but there are
five Yelp stars and it’s snowing, so we
enter and find hard seats in the back. Joe
talks to the waiter and orders a bottle of
Macallan 18. He pays with a couple of C notes
and from our new plush chairs up front, we talk
to the musicians. A trumpet player tells me
he bought his horn from Wynton Marsalis.
Me and the Macallan believe him. The next day,
by the Bean, I can’t remember the name of
the club but I can’t forget that jazzed
trumpeter who loves his shiny horn with
a calligraph WM engraved on the bell.

The Leveling

by Jim Daniels

The Leveling
Detroit

The unrequited affection for cement
I gashed my knees against it
stumbling into prayer
the perfect flatness, the perfect
squares, the endless, endless
roads and sidewalks.

We covered
our skin against it as we grew
we shrugged our bald tires over it
we squealed our black
celebrations over it
oh the sweet bitter tang
of burnt rubber.

Sight uninterrupted by shaggy
greenery just brick dust grit
sharp angles upward
from flat roads and straight
streets that led to larger flat
porches swollen
and cracked
by the lack of sinking
the abrupt stop of each step
lack of mercy and give
litany of falls recorded
and erased.

And so we invented
the automobile
the end of all our
fairy tales
the hard pop
of the closed book
the fall into sleep

knowing it was out there
with its steady blank pages
to carry us down prescribed
paths.

And so we came to love
the tar spacers
to mark our progress
the lines of our music staffs
the lines of our looseleaf
the lines of hymnals
and prison bars
and the staccato thrusts
of our horizontal
production regulated
by clear pale definition.

And so
and so
this is how we lived
almost content
with our inability
to carry those thick heavy
anonymous identification cards.

Sometimes a train in the distance
called out and rumbled
nostalgia for its own direct lines
sometimes above us, contrails
hard against our shaded eyes
dissipated
miraculous
and brief.

And so we scraped our winter cries
against it
uncovered it
so we knew where we were
so we would not leave
footprints.

And so the soundless percussive
piano keys of our streets
and so the unspoken scars
of the unspoken cars
the silent swallowed
economy of emotion.

And so cracks occurred
and so we patched them
crude and obvious.

And so we invented the limitations
of imagination
in the fiction of our repairs.

And when we awoke
was it fantasy or nightmare
as we choked and gasped
as the cement truck poured
it down its chute
and down our throats?