The Leviathan

by James Brasfield

First summer after the lottery
numbers were assigned,
and each day the country was
closer to what was called
Peace with Honor at its end
nearly 60,000 soldiers lost
I was a lifeguard at the innercity pool,
and off from my tall chair
saved, from what I remember,
a little girl just in over her head
and a man on the grate
at the bottom of the deep end.

Fifty years and twelvehundred miles
from the pool, I see my town’s bay
from my window and someone
walking down the sidewalk
on the other side of the street
(on its berm a line of trees),
someone who doesn’t live
along this street, pass behind a tree,
appear, then pass behind another
and on until midblock, and disappear . . .

I was issued a number
too high for conscription.

Six years later, Saigon fell.